i'm pretty sure that it's TODD LEDFORD who wrote this weird comment to my diary entry i wrote while in sacremento with a cheap glass of wine in my hand. todd is the boy i drove away from in austin, texas, unfortunately. but not so, since the communication was never good. so, since we have never been able to talk honesly, todd, in person, and you have been reading this stuff and trying to psycoanalyze me indirectly like this, all i have to say is a big huge WHATEVER. actually, my friends are anything but cold, i love them so much. they are warm, friendly, fuzzy, and wonderful. i was feeling lonely since driving to CA by myself and my nephew was being a little brat (though angelic at the same time. strange, isn't it??? how can two contradictory situations can exist at the same time? but you wouldn't understand). so whoever this is, probably todd, don't go there. my friends are real and wonderful and there for me. you wouldn't even know. if i cried for help, it'd be much more akin to paul's recent one. and my boyfriend loves me- i was just ranting which i'm allowed to do in my diary. toodles.

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