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chick flicks | 24 comments (24 topical, 0 editorial, 1 hidden)

trying to be helpful (none / 0) (#7)
by Lame Old Diaries Hag on Tue Aug 7th, 2001 at 05:47:30 AM PDT

I'm so sorry your friends are so cold. You are obviously crying for help and all they can do is cry about poetry.

It's obvious you are trying to tell someone something about you and no one is listening. Is it that you think your boyfreind will be unfaithful because you are in your soul? Do you honestly belive that you have transcended everything and never lie, even to yourself? I say this refering to your entry... "an intelligent assesment, a risky entry". Because it sounds like you did a lot of lying to yourself then.

Look you are trying to say something, so really say it! Stop being a self serving poet and just say it.

I just need to have my say -AGAIN- because--- (none / 0) (#8)
by ceruleannina on Wed Aug 8th, 2001 at 01:50:58 AM PDT
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Whoever you are, you have found me out.

You're absolutely right, I'm a cold-hearted bastard and extremely self-centered. I don't think of ANYONE but me, me, ME!!!...Why???...Because -I- am what the whole fucking world revolves around!!!...

All of these tangents concerning my oh-so-deep thoughts and my oh-so-huge heart are REALLY just a shoddy disguise...Hence, all of the rose-red drama I paint them in...

If you'll notice---I did realize how out of control our completely unrelated comments had gotten and I confessed to feeling like an asshole (even though I was trying to cut back on the cursing for a half a second there)...

Maybe I should apologize for being the type who prefers to listen (which I can only hope I'm okay at), instead of giving advice (which I know I suck at), when it isn't asked for...Maybe I AM only thinking of myself when I say I believe that people write FOR themselves...And this INCLUDES diary entries, even if they're public ones...Sure it's nice to get a comment here and there, to have a laugh or expand our understanding of one another, or to get a nice compliment, even...

But do any of us come here for psychoanalysis, be the shrink a friend or a stranger?...I think not....

But I do agree fully with that last bit, about saying what you mean...I can appreciate that you yourself did...And that's all I'm doing here, too...:)

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oh christ, for fuck's sake (none / 0) (#12)
by severedleopard on Wed Aug 8th, 2001 at 07:58:52 AM PDT
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don't bother, girl. this person person posted as lame-oid hipter, and then "lucy" something- or- other. hey, call me. i'm home now.

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replies blah blah blah (none / 0) (#11)
by severedleopard on Wed Aug 8th, 2001 at 07:50:45 AM PDT
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i'd like to reply to ceruleannina's comment: i forgot that particular cure quote, from the song "the figurehead"- i meant to include that, there are so many wonderful tragi-romantic cure lyrics, and that was one that i was trying to remember for that poll. just to make up for it, tonight at karaoke (since i'm on vacation and don't have to work tomorrow, i went), i was on stage about to sing "just like heaven". at the very beginning i said: okay mothafuckas, put yo hands in the air if you love the cure" and then all these kids totally put their hands in the air and screamed. then i said "if you don't love the cure, you can put your hands right up yo ass", and everyone screamed, and it was great!!!! yay!!!. i was karaoke queen this evening. before that i did "suddenly last summer" by the motels.

i'm pretty sure that it's TODD LEDFORD who wrote this weird comment to my diary entry i wrote while in sacremento with a cheap glass of wine in my hand. todd is the boy i drove away from in austin, texas, unfortunately. but not so, since the communication was never good. so, since we have never been able to talk honesly, todd, in person, and you have been reading this stuff and trying to psycoanalyze me indirectly like this, all i have to say is a big huge WHATEVER. actually, my friends are anything but cold, i love them so much. they are warm, friendly, fuzzy, and wonderful. i was feeling lonely since driving to CA by myself and my nephew was being a little brat (though angelic at the same time. strange, isn't it??? how can two contradictory situations can exist at the same time? but you wouldn't understand). so whoever this is, probably todd, don't go there. my friends are real and wonderful and there for me. you wouldn't even know. if i cried for help, it'd be much more akin to paul's recent one. and my boyfriend loves me- i was just ranting which i'm allowed to do in my diary. toodles.

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