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By zuulio, Section Diaries
Posted on Wed Apr 3rd, 2002 at 11:03:48 PM PDT
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im sorta scared lately cuz i dont really know whats going to happen next, see theres a reason i havent been writing diaries for a while, and its because ive been HAPPY. but as usuall i cant seem to just tke that for granted and ride with it, it gives me fits of anxiety instead. somebody who used to confuse me alot is now a very good friend who might move away and that would make me sad, somebody who i hardly noticed before is now very important, and somebody who used to be very important is distant.
and amid all this im as happy as ive ever been in the last four years. im sure ill fuck it up sooner or later -- give me about nine months. i know this about myself. and by then the someone who moved away will have stopßped writing, the someone who is now important will be hiding from me, and the somebody now distant will still be distant.
at least ill still have my wheels and my bottle of pills and the road.
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